Aspiringyouth’s Weblog

I never was one to write a blog,i’ve started this several times over the past few years and after a few weeks deleted them out of general hatred for what i had written, or the shame of actually putting my thoughts on the internet for the whole world to see.
as i’m struggling i thought i may as well start off with a generic conversation between me and holly that pretty much sums me up at the moment.

Thom says:
i hate writing blogs
Thom says:
for the life of me i can’t think what to write about
Thom says: 
my life is pretty dull
Holly says: 
lolz
Holly says: 
aw im sure its not
Thom says: 
well
Thom says: 
its not
Thom says: 
but
Holly says: 
u have a collective or whatevers its called
Holly says: 
better than mine
Thom says: 
i just can’t think of what i can write
Thom says: 
the collective is pretty shoddy
Thom says: 
manda is running that shit hard
Thom says: 
and i’m just like
Thom says:
“yeahhh sureeee”
Holly says:
lol

after i finish my FMP i’ll put more effort in i promise.i’m a lazy fuck though,what can i say.i never get round to it,or i just have the mindset of why do something now when i can do it tomorrow,or the next day,till its pretty much too late.Very poor.but i’ll try to do better. when our clubnight comes round I’ll be working hard trying to make it a success .It’ll be amazing.